Hang in there.

Problem half-solved.

Hopefully tml problem will be fully solved.

Yes I totally hope for that, so then my heart wont feel the burden anymore.

I guess the motivation for tis blog is that I have a venue to vent my frustrations, share my pain and express myself better when things happen. So most of the entries are emotional. LOL. not exactly reflect how my everyday life as when shit happens, this blog will def have a feel of it.

Haha.

I figured out that in order for me to be truly happy. I must find myself.
I always thought that I know myself, I am the real me and I am being the real me.

Little did I realised that, that is not exactly true. Not saying that I faked frenships and stuff la. It just sometimes I wear a mask. I hide myself.
I conceal myself. Maybe too much till its suffocating.

I have chose to let the inner me roam free. Yes. Not scared of the circumstances anymore. Not afraid what I say or do may end up ppl disliking me. (I mean not those extreme like,"YOU SUCK" and stuff lar.)

I just wanna be ME. Be who I am, Laugh out loud. Give dramatic expressions or words, yes I dun fucking care.

Wear wadeva nonsense I deem fit. Though you may find it mismatch but hey, I dun care =)
Cos I am happy, Thats me.

So from now on, I am rewriting my own history.

fuck.
just fucked up.

im too blur.
too blur beyond help.

messed up.
and now i feel............................. like hell.

not really getting any real support.
not really.

regret.
really regret

i tot my life was realli good.
one of a kind really.
but i guess all does have a price.

Chalet 2/7/2010--4/7/2010

Chalet at Costa Sands. Though its more spacious but its furtherrrrrr. Still prefer Downtown east ba. lol. Niwae first day, we had steamboat. Yes, steamboat in chalet. cool eh. We had a 3 hrs LONGGGGG steamboat. eat rest eat rest and eat again.

It was pretty fun i guess. Then we played Monopoly DEAL and Majongggg. I miss Majong now. LOL. We all slept ard 6am. hmmm. right. tats early.

Woke up ard 11am, dying of hunger, we went to eat Superdog. Yum. Shopping and then head back for BBQ. It was rainingm took umbrella and shelter BBQ pot literally! And yes, the food is cooked and we dun need to book another bbq pit(portable) so we can BBQ under shelter.

MORE FOOD. ALOT OF FOOD. stingray, chicken wing, chicken chop, goshhh, prawn, sotong(very good), NUGGETS. yum.

Besides the food and fun, there was bonding with frens. Soul-searching too.
Long talks with fren, make me realised alot more, learn alot more, feel alot more.
perhaps understand alot more about life, love, ppl and reality.

This chalet is special, its different. Some ppl think tat its not realli a gd one as not alot of ppl stayed, but hey, there was bonding.

I learnt. I rejoice, I understand and I live.

Though there was tiffs, there was unhappiness, there was misunderstandings but I guess it was still good at the end of the day.

As for ppl who thinks they are the most RIGHT, or that you could say wadeva u like just because you cant stand it nor do you reali understand what is going on. I dun like you. As being the self centered one, perhaps you cant feel what the party as felt.

Life.
It can be as simple as you want.
Or as torturous if you want.
I dun want the latter.

Chose to look at things in a different yet NOT DELUSIONAL WAY.
and i hope for the better.
It wasnt easy when personality may clash
It wasnt easy when one cant express their own,
But it was easy to just smile, just think of the happy times we shared and the reason of why we held on.

I know what I want.
And it involes you.
Nobody said it was gonna be easy.
But, I wanna try. for you.

JULY ALREADY.

Great. 2 months since I last blogged. Not much things has happen, or perhaps exciting enuff for me to blogged down.

Work. Shop. Work. Shop. Yeah, life roughly like that.

detachment.

How to have a balanced lifestyle? I asked myself. Yeah. Family, school, work, frens, love all gotta come into the pic. But what if, some part has more percentage than others? How to define balanced after all. How much is enough to be balanced too?

heart.

Do you know how to stop your heart from beating or simply.. feeling? perhaps I can.
Sometimes I wonder, how come tears could fall yet you cant feel your heart beating?
It amazed me truly.

I dunno if I wanted too much. or there simply wasnt enough. I am quite sick of it really.

Going round n round. back here and there. round up down again.

I could. put it aside. I could dun care abt it.
I could. dont dare me, cause I could.

I might. simply forget everything and move on.
I might. want to erase everything and everything at all.
dont dare me, cos i might.

slowly. its eating me up.
slowly, its disappearing.
slowly, its vanishing.
slowly, its alr gone.

i dunno what i want anymore. i dunno if its okie to even want.

keep your love lockdown, your love lockdown.
im not loving you the way i wanted to.
see i wanna move, cant escape from you,
so i keep it low, keep the secret cold, so that no one have to know.
i cant keep myself and keep you too.

Love lockdown. Kanye West.

Lucky.

I could not express how lucky i am. The way i live, the frens i have. My parents who mean everything to me. The work tat brought me joy and laughter cause of the bear builders who are as crazy as i am. The person who is worried if i am angry and perhaps treat me better than i treat myself. Lucky indeed. Recently i was shopping in bugis, having some alone time when i saw Joyce workin! Lol. World is small. Just nice wan ting will be coming down to bugis as well. And so the three of us have dinner at roma deli :) unplanned outing which is cool :) and just Ydae after lunch with pei, i saw my aunt and hence went to lunch with her too. Lol. World is small yet weaving our hearts closer. Our thoughts nearer :) i feel happy recently. Happy.

Recently...

Shagged.

I meant Im tired from working working and more working. Damn, did I mention I haven start studying for my exam yet? gosh.

Apparently now im stoning infront of my lappie.....................................................
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Recently life has been, hmmm... alright I guess? niwae I bought 2 kites! Cant wait to fly w my dad(realli-into-kites-now) and my mum who will literally watch us. hahahahha.

Thanks to pei, who brought me herbal tea when Im sick. And a bakerzin cake to make me feel better. Hmmm. Yum.

This sat gonna watch IRON MAN 2 with pei and frens. yeahhhhhhhh. cant wait. actually cant wait for work to end and start of the weekend! I cant wait for a free day so I could eat dim sum buffet w shin yi.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Practically gg crazy alr from lack of slp. yawn.

catch up soon.

wee.

Things have been better.

As I have learnt another way of dealing with it.
Taking my hand off the stove.

Its not realli a bad thing at all.
Besides, I think it brought more good things after all.

I have learnt to be more... reserved. patient. not paranoid in a sense.
Sometimes though I feel the monkey in me is hopping mad and crazy, but I choose to..... breathe in and forget abt the monkey.

Its not easy. But I think maybe I shld just tie the monkey up instead.

I am grateful for what I had, for the technology that we have, sms, call, FB etc.
I feel that being who I am now and how I live my life now is a gift. I shld appreciate it.

For the frens that I have, though we didnt go out much but u do know tat i care =)
all my buddies, besties, sisters, honey, darlings, and the list goes on.

Recently got a new hobby!! That is to Kite fly =) My aunt found a new place, alot of open fields at woodlands area and yes we are addicted to kie flying for now. Now before anyone start saying why never jio anyone to join, LOL, u can join us, me and my parents =) Just drop me a call or sms and we shall arrange =) That is, if you are free though =)

One thing abt my dad and kite is, HE NEVER BELIEVE IN RUNNING AND FLYING A KITE.
He always say, if gt wind, sure can fly de.

Ydae we went, sure enuff, within 10 mins of standing on same ground, our kite is up in the air~
A stud whu is doin proj came and took pics of our kite and stuff. LOL.

But after a while, me neck began to ache. From looking high up for too long. LOL.

Im happy these days, much much better I feel.

with a hint of love.

Why.

I dunno how real.
I dunno whats real.
One moment its a fight,
One moment its alr forgotten.

Did we choose to forget,
or just to bypass.
Its not healthy.
But its not helping.

Nothing to talk about.
OR we chose not to talk about.
Its getting harder, heavier.
As it sinks. and sinks... to the bottom.

I am confused.
I dunno what can we talk about.
The irritated look on your face,
perhaps told me I have crossed the line.
Or perhaps YOUR line.

Im just not me anymore.
and I dunno what to do anymore.

Yearning doesnt help.
Thinking doesnt help.
Missing doesnt help.

You think there is nth wrong.
Then why do I feel there is smth wrong.
When you ask me, what is really wrong.
Its not a simple answer that I could just reply.
If its only that simple. I wish.

Subconsciously.

a circle.
a line.
a fence.
a corner.
aside.

can i separate my thoughts and feelings?
can i separate my heart and my soul?
can i separate the pain and the joy?
can i separate how i wanna be and not wanna be?

do i have spilt personality?
quiet at times,
crazy at times,
sarcastic at times,
nonsensical at times,

which part do you prefer?

tied.
seeping through.
part and part of me.

drowning.
part and part of me.

emotionless.
part and part of me.

let me choose.
when i could manipulate my mind.
manipulate my soul.
manipulate my heart.
till it doesnt...
be affected at all.

maybe all these is just me.
too emotional.

maybe im only bringing pain to myself.
when nth has ever happened.
when there isnt a problem at all.
maybe im paranoid.

But.
Wont you just...
Tell Me.

confused.

When is it right.
When is it wrong.
When is it too much.
When is it too wrong.
How much more.
How lot more.

Too much emotions to pen down.
Too much worries unheard.
Too much times forgotten.
Too much left unsaid.

I have gotta understand. Or perhaps accept.
But how lot more.
How insesitive can one get.
Will I be left emotionless as I stripped myself of feelings.
Or should I be constantly affected by it with smth called Jealously.

Any obsession is bad.
Any overdoing is worse.
Have you realise the one thats is around you.
Have you seen the face or emotions magnified by actions.
Or are you indulged.
In a own land of fantasty.

Maybe its better to be a stone.
A statue.
Fized expressions.
Fixed emotions.
Fixed reactions.
But that will then not be me.

Maybe I shld take my hand away from the stove.

Feel-good perks.

Recently I feel happy when I smell my own perfume. Hmmmm maybe thats weird I dunno. But It seems like Im getting perfume that I like, for myself to smell. LOL. Some girls, they get alluring perfume to attract guys, but for me, the perfume is for me to SMELL and feel HAPPY. Hahahahhaha

BLINGGGGG is also another thing tat makes me feel good. Hmmm I have upgraded from pasting made-blings(those tat are less shiny and come in one piece) to own self blinging my phone. Yes, I can paste wadever I like, whichever colour, whichever theme that I want for my phones. Apparently I am addicted to it. Hahaah but no more phones to bling le!

My pink lollipop phone now has a dessert theme where its is covered with pop-up cakes, ice cream, biscuits, chocolate, very much like a how a Japanese would decorate it. HEHHHHH.

Shopping is a great pick-me-up as well =) Thoughhh I didnt buy alot cos must save money but the idea of shopping cheers.

Recently been to the national museum where there is a Egypt Exibition and there are REAL MUMMIES INSIDE. ITS DARN COOL YET FREAKY. ahahahhaa I realli enjoy it though. Hope zima will be able to go soon, i bet she will love it.

More work and homework for me to do. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. so feel-good perks is ESSENTIAL.

Hope to catch up with fren before i become more anti-social! ahahaha

MEGA SHOPPING MOOD.

Today met pei and ming and ray and we went to Tamp 1 to service my lollipop phone. Actually I just want to do software upgrade, the person, after letting us wait like 20 mins tell us that there is no more newer version than "A". But online, there is version "D" alr!

Anyways, cant be bothered alr then we decided to go shoppingggg instead. HAHAHAH buy clothes, cream, clothes again. Serously my wardrobe is kinda full but oh well, shopping makes me feel happier.

Life is so............................. blant. I dunno, serously I think im kinda confused in what I truly want in life. Some ppl want a family. Some ppl want a car. Some ppl want a mansion. Some just truly wanna be where they are. Like me.

I dunno, I dun have high expectations as well. As long as I am not hungry, happy, with my parents, can do small shopping sprees at times, tats enuff for me. Or maybe because of that, thats why I find my life kinda boring... No new aims like, hey I want that bag, I want that shoe etc, that kinda of motivation to push me forward and get what I want, and when I do, most ppl are greatly happy then they find the next aim.

Should I have so many aims like that? Probably not. Maybe I will be bankrupt then. So then what do I want in life? To get a gd job n earn alot of money??? AND THEN??? BUY ALOT OF THINGS???? AND THEN????????????????

It makes me ponder why do we need to study so much just to get a gd job and just to earn money. Till then we will be tied to 9 to 5 job and really just working for our life.
And if u have kids, you cannot DUN work.You gotta feed them and stuff, till then when does WAD YOU WANT come into the picture? not anymore. Its about kids alr.

IF you have gd kids, awesome. If you have naughty ones, god bless you.
AND THEN maybe you will be kiasu and want the BEST for your kid. Thats when all the tutoring, more hw, get into gd school come in AGAIN. So when you have kid and he/she does well, you might BOAST to your relatives as most of them COMPARE.

Seriously, why make life so hard? Comparing and make urself miserable. BUT ppl do that, even sometimes I cant help but do that too, after all I am still human. And at times like tat, I hate myself too.

After your kids grow up under pressure of comparing and perhaps peer pressure, they mature and grow up. Then you worry if they get married or not. zzz. Sometimes I hate chinese new yr as tats the time everyone get together and ask," What you doing now? Schooling? Got bf?".
It is IRRITATING. I used to just answer, but now I QUESTION THEM BACK to let them know how it REALLY FEELS.

GET A GRIP MAN.

Maybe I still need to find, my piece of land under the sky.

Hectic week.

Have been really HIGH these few days trying to complete my assignments!!!!!!!
Slept at 3am the other day and have to work full shift(12 hrs) at the very next day!! You tell me high or not la.

Seriously, I think sometimes tech may not be a good thing, we used to study stuff from books and materials from books. now with internet, we need to find stuff online.

Internet can be a hassle as there are so many junk out there!!! Stupid brainless teacher wants us to find a verbal conflict video online in a meeting setting or indoor and all I get online is ppl scolding FUCKYOU here and there!!!

How abt educational videos???? DAMN THEY WANT YOU TO PAY FOR IT. ITS LIKE WTF.
May as well I act out myself and post online!! zzz.

It took me days to find and have to edit some videos and post on youtube. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. who ever says tat SIM cert are not as tedious as other uni is such a moron. In singapore, nothing is like a breeze baby.

I AM OFFICIALLY STONING.

back to more stoning.

NEW YEARRRRRRRR

This 2010 new year is different and yet refreshing =)

Alot of ppl come my house bai nian, pei came too!! =)) hehe. Me in cheongsam walking around on the second day of new year, the pink cheongsam is from my secondary years!!! Im surprised i could still wear though.

Though angbaos werent alot as im getting older!! hahahah but overall it was awesome fun =) We visited close relatives places this year, more to my aunty and uncles not like last time, we visit far relatives. So therfore its smth new too =)

New year seem to stretch on for my family, dad start work on the 9th day of new year!! shioak right??!!!! Alot of customers call him during his "holiday" and he always answer,"ermm... I haven start work yet.." LOL. He always will paiseh sial.

I took off and enjoy this new year to the fullest man!! Though I was in the midst of handing up assignments as well. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Just grateful for those who are around me and its awesome to have you to spend the new year with =))

BUFFETTTTTT @ quality hotel

Not much pictures taken cos Im busy eating!! hahahahha upload 2 pictures which is on FB, basically us AFTER the BUFFET. hahahhaha

We went to Quality Hotel and this time wan ting is treating us! aahahhhaha. And yes, the SPECIAL GUEST that she invited is AZIMA!! MAHAHAHAHAH as to how i found out, its a secret btw me n zima. ha.

I love the mushroom soup there! its awesome. So the mini items avaliable tat day is chicken rice n mushroom soup. hmmm. I think I had 4 bowls of mushroom soup????!! HAHHAHHAHAH. And I ate alot alot alot alot alot alot.

After eating for 30-45 mins, shin yi says she is FULL ALREADY. You cant be kidding ba I asked her. zzzz. And really, she stop functioning after a while! Azima also lor!!!

But its azima first time eating VEGETARIAN FOOD. A BUFFET SOMEMORE! But i glad she enjoyed it. so yupp. Then everyone stop munching im still... well.... helping them to eat. ahhahaha.

THE BEST PART IS THEIR CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM W CHIPS. Every mouthful u will eat chips. its damn yum. me and joyce had 2 rounds of it and still its the best. We went to check the brand and is magnolia. Dunno how true, maybe i shld buy one tub and try eating it! hahhahahaah

So yummmyyy!!!!!

So with bloated tummy, we took pictures n then we went to orchard to shop!!
And amazingly we walked to somerset then to PS. Seriously didnt knw tat we will be able to walk there cos we all are half-dead.

Dunno why, that day most of us are in sleepy mood and with food, its double the effect!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

LOL. We shop in PS awhile, nuan at Mos burger and shin yi started her laughing spasm again. lol. and me and zima was like....zzz. but her influence of laughter was too strong ans we end up laughing w her!!!! It was quite cool as zima say u laugh half an hour its like 3 hrs of EXERCISE!!!!!!!!

SO I SHLD LAUGH MORE. LAUGH FOR NO REASON. LAUGH AT ALL TIMES. LOL.

It was crazy. After the laughing spasm. we stopped, shut up. then repeat the spasm again. HA.
After that, me n zima went home together, it was cool lets gather again soon =)

Im losing it.

I m losing my temper,
I m losing my cool.
I m losing myself,
Im losing you.

I have been fucking stress with my fucking life.
Fucking pissed with my homework, feeling drained with my work, losing my self and losing my mind.

I dun even dare to see my schedule for my new year week as I will be having hella time doing my homework.

When I thought the only thing tat could cheer me up, may not be able to cheer me up anymore.
Mentally drained. Emotionally brusied.

I dunno how to feel anymore. In fact, I dun think I can feel anymore.
I am a person with an empty shell. Maybe nothing inside. Just empty.

At times, I feel love, at times I feel that my heart is gone.
Drained away my sorrow and tears as I dun wan to feel anything anymore.

Life hasnt been good, life have been hectic. Very fucking hectic, with very fucking tough assignments. Why aren't u there to spur me on. Why do I feel all alone. Or maybe, u feel all alone too.

Human beings are selfish I guess. When we fight for each other attention, we get none. Is this the life tat I want?

You tell me.

pissed.verypissed.veryverypissed.fuckingpissed.

Expresswayyyyyy~

So its a Saturday and we went for badminton in the morning!!!

Work out and have fun =)) It was good. After that all of us were famish.
We went to chicken rice stall and order, 1/4 roasted chicken, 1/4 white chicken, 1/4 duck, and a plate of roast pork. OMGGGGG. there is 5 of us. And we share!!

It was good but i think it felt like no exercise le. Then nvm, we went to pei house and watch,"the spy next door" and rot. And that, I drive gary's car to Bedok 85 and eat dinner!! Driving... hmmmm.... auto car is so much easier!!! ehehehhe

AND WE ORDER LOTSA FOOD. CHICKEN WINGS, SATAY, MINCED MEAT NOODLE, STINGRAY AND CARROT CAKE.

I think it burns up the next week badminton session as well as next next week one. LOL.
It was yum yum food!!!!

Then we decide to go Marina barrage. And yes I drove them there. Abt 20 mins ride along expressway!!! OMGGGGG. ahahahahahahhahhaha a realli new experience i guess. ahahahha. But its funn =))

shhhh just dun tell my parents abt it. lol.

hello kiki episode.

So well....

Today I planned a surprise for my mum. Yes I getting her a hello kiki and bluff her to come down to like visit me at work.

Hahahahha and dad is in cahoots with me.

So when she came down, and I took a hello kiki say making it for her, she was like realli shocked! ehhehehe. Dunno why I feel more excited than her too. It was really fun to show her how build a bera realli works and we did heart ceremony together.

So there is liuke 3 hearts in the hello kiki. LOL. And dad was like, "I wish for wad, not my hello kiki!" hmmmm is dad hinting me to get him a bear too???!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGG. I must stop thinking, aahahahahahhaahaha.

Thanks to jem, whu help me to take the video, and everything went smoothly as no customers was there! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

Mum love the surprise. She and dad decided to name the hello kiki," 幸福" =)))))
Though i thot calling it helo kiki was fun. LOL.

Then mum say the bear's promise too!!!! It uber cool =))
And I am so happy that she love the gift.

Its not a bdae present or anything, but who needs a reason to give surprise? =)

all the glitters.

SATURDAY

FINALLY I CAN MEET MY AH CUTE ARH AND FRENS TO CHILL.

So we met at tampines and seriously I MISS TP =(((((((

AND CHICKEN CUTLET TOO. HAHAHAHAHAH

So then we met up with cindy, vinnie, gary and shop ard... Then we headed to SK jewellery as cindy wanna get a bdae gift for her mum.

Then pei ask me to choose a diamond ring. erm. yes, I wanted a diamond ring, and I always point my second finger up and say I want a diamond ring, but that is to kid her and I know I will get someday but not now. LOL.

Then she keep asking me to get, I was like, are you serious? erm... lets get another day ba... erm its exp lei.... BUT SHE INSISTED.

In actual fact, she got cindy they all out to help me choose the ring too. So it was like a surprise for me =) and cindy is pro at diamond rings, there is like diff cutting, different pureness n whiteness, different colour tone etc. wow. I didnt know tat diamond could be like a complicated business. LOL.

So yupp, pei then help me choose a true love diamond ring. Its the ring that we bth like it and thinks its nice.

It seems unreal lol. ahhahaha then i ask her to pinch me man. LOL.Im sadist too. But still I realli like it, and you are more precious than diamonds =)

Appreciation.

Life gets more colourful when you appreciate.

That does not mean expectations.

Be contented with what you have and not what other ppl have.

True friends pray for your safety.

True friends stay by your side.

It doesnt matter what I did or did not do for them, as they have me in their heart.

I guess, I do have true friends in my life who are geniuely happy for me, when I am living safe n sound and that I do think of them often too.

With a smile spread across my face, I shall say, I have my true friends by my side.

Heart thumping.

On the 12 Jan, I am gonna have my TP DRIVING TEST.
Went to the school, the particular room and sat down. Can see the effort in them tryin to make us relax. TV infront, water at the side, and huge sofa louge. LOL. But its not working. We cant relax.

Whu can when u are abt to go for driving test??? Where testers were heard to bite and suck ur blood dry by giving u lots of ticks, when u heard tat ppl may fail up to 5 times to get their licence?? NO im not exagerrating, some ppl do.

So Here I am, lalalalalalalalalalalallalalalal went for warmp up, bla bla bla bla bla.
Then tester came and call my name. My tester is pretty nice i guess. hahahah. He even greet me with a perky ,"Morning!".

So I guess things were going well, when I realised tat I forgot to signal... ahhahahahah and bla bla bla. So when we came back. He look at me sternly and say,"WHY U FORGET TO SIGNAL,DID YOU LOOK PROPERLY??!!!! BLA BLA BLA BLA, U BETTER BE MORE CAREFUL OKKIE, LET U PASS!!"

I was like....,"WTFFFFF??!!!" "I PASS????!!!!!!!!" hahaaah cool!!! I kept thanking him and then i kept laughing to myself. hahahhaha. It realli one mad happy day for me man =) Thanks to all whu sincerly wish me luck and sincerly is happy for me =)) love you all.

IM BACKKK. MUAHHAHHAHAHAHAH

YES IM FINALLY BACK IN SPORE.

Frankly speaking, I miss spore. Hmmmmm the 6th day in Japan I alr feel like coming back to spore =((((((((

LOL. Its not that Japan is nt good, the culture there is interesting with really cold chilly weather. LOL. Mainly shopping is wad i wanna do.

We were at Homachi of Osaka, living at shinsabashi area where its like spore bugis street times 100 version as its extremely long lane of shopping!!! It requires 2-3 hrs walkof window shoppin n browsing to cover the whole lane. LOL.

First few days I chionggggg shopping sial!!! Then think 4th day we went to NARA, to visit temple and see deers. The deers are allowed to walk, cross the road and shit wherever they like. Afterwards, there will be cleaners to clean up their mess. LOL.

We went to Kyoto temple, its realli beautiful and pretty, and i saw snow flake for the first time of my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It only lasted abt 10 secs cos there was a huge sun shining above us but I AM GLAD I SAW SNOW FLAKEEEEEEEEEE.

We went to KOBE but didnt try beef cos i cant eat also. Besides the things there are so exp, on average the cheapest meal there is 680 yen which equates to $10.70 in sing!!!!!!!!! YES thats the cheapest in Japan! Crazy de lor.

One gd thing is retail shops close on 31 dec,1 jan,2 jan, 3 jan!!!! cos they celeb new yr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WTFFFFFFFF. Why spore is like tat de sial. Have to work every single day. And also, Japan retail shops open at 9am close at 730pm!!!!!!! Cos their sky darken at 6pm and so they get to close early. zzz.

One fact I learn is Japanese love cleaniness. Their Macdonald toilet is the cleanest!!! Compared w spore is totally heaven n hell. I tot all mac toilet is disgusting but seriously JAPAN ONES ARE UBER CLEANNN.

Retail shops everynight need to wash floor and yes I mean wash floor not mop floor. They wear plastic gloves, empty drainage, have like mega cleanup everynight!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY ARE CRAZY.

AND all the girls look the same. Fake eye lashes, plastic nose, blonde hair, thick makeup. Mini shorts during winter???? Yes they are crazy. zzz.

The seniors are more courteous def =))))

Overall I did enjoy =)