Subconsciously.

a circle.
a line.
a fence.
a corner.
aside.

can i separate my thoughts and feelings?
can i separate my heart and my soul?
can i separate the pain and the joy?
can i separate how i wanna be and not wanna be?

do i have spilt personality?
quiet at times,
crazy at times,
sarcastic at times,
nonsensical at times,

which part do you prefer?

tied.
seeping through.
part and part of me.

drowning.
part and part of me.

emotionless.
part and part of me.

let me choose.
when i could manipulate my mind.
manipulate my soul.
manipulate my heart.
till it doesnt...
be affected at all.

maybe all these is just me.
too emotional.

maybe im only bringing pain to myself.
when nth has ever happened.
when there isnt a problem at all.
maybe im paranoid.

But.
Wont you just...
Tell Me.