Finally..

I seriously think that there shld be a balance in life. Be it, in a relationship, school life or simply your life.

In a relationship, there shld be some alone time as well as interacting with frens time. Too much of either will spoil the harmony.

While having a school life, you need to have play time if not ya a dull jane.

Also while gg out with frens, you need to have some family time if not your parents will nagg you for the rest of your life. LOL.

Things has got better i guess, when there is give and take. (Though my parents still nagg at me tat seems like forever?!)

I simply wish tat life could stay as simple and hope simple life could being simple pleasures =)

Dim summm and chinatown heritage centre~

Had a dim sum buffet with shin yi and catch up with each other~ We eat till we almost puke. LOL. After that, we walked pass chinatown heritage centre and a lady approached us.

She say tat now they having promotion that id we follow her guide then we can go inton the chinatown heritage centre for 5 bucks! Its freak cheap and shin yi has nvr been there be4, so we opt it~!

The museum is realli cool and most of the items we can touch and take pics with(pics on FB).
After the museum trip, we follow the lady as a guide and walk thru chinatown. And seriously im kinda embrassed that a china woman know our history more than i do~! zzz.

But its cool and we learn alot of stuff. So Its a very very enriching and fruitful day! Im starting to think of the nxt buffet le! =)

You knw nothing at all.

I realli hate it when ppl dun understand the whole story and jump to conclusions.
Even biasness has its own extend.

Nono, I realli cant be bothered about what you think of me.
Cos I dun live for you nor do I die for you.
My sky dun turn grey because of wad u said, I hate you for being blind.

I dun fucking care about your impression of me, no i dun fucking care.
All these whiles we have been fighting alone.
When did we get real support?

So dun act like you care or know the whole world.
The world is not covered with standard philosophy that you could copy and paste and describe a person. No it doesnt act this way.

To me, dun rub salt into ppl's wound. It just doesnt help.

And if you dun mind, I dun fucking wanna hear what you have got to say. sorry, but no thanks.

nono, not your turn to say say. LOL.

It doesnt matter what you think of me, no not at all.
It doesnt matter what you think I shld do, no not at all.
It really doesnt matter if you think its unglam of me or not, no not at all.

And It certainly doesnt matter whats your perception of me, as i simply dun care. LOL.
I can laugh it off if i happen to fall.
I can laugh it off when I did smth silly infront of ppl.
And yes, what you think is impt may nt apply to me.

Living the life that I chose and enjoying it.
And yes, keep your comments to urself. LOL.

Love does not neccessary comes with trust.

Having a strong stand about what I believe in.
And yes love does nt neccessary comes with trust.

Perhaps you differ, but sometimes the mind and the heart does not coordinate.
So what if I love you? It does nt equates I trust you.
The world has changed and no one is simple enough to be labelled as innocent. No one.

Perhaps I have built a long high wall around my heart, and that I no longer trust ppl anymore.
Or maybe all along it was selfish after all.

Too weak to fall, too weak to react.

Mundane love does not exist anymore.

...

how long more.
how far more.

it all depends.

Out of it.

I felt the strength 3 yrs back.
Theres aint no turning back.

You have your story, I have mine.
You know what you did again and again.
Trampled on me again and again.

Draw your line as I draw mine.
No need for sorry anymore.

I dun deserve no shit from you anymore.
Fuck off. Get a life. Get a grip.
Believe in urself b4 you can promise happiness for someone.

Somehow I feel, I have lost my smiles ever since dunno when.

And Im confident that I am able to find my smiles again =)