Im losing it.

I m losing my temper,
I m losing my cool.
I m losing myself,
Im losing you.

I have been fucking stress with my fucking life.
Fucking pissed with my homework, feeling drained with my work, losing my self and losing my mind.

I dun even dare to see my schedule for my new year week as I will be having hella time doing my homework.

When I thought the only thing tat could cheer me up, may not be able to cheer me up anymore.
Mentally drained. Emotionally brusied.

I dunno how to feel anymore. In fact, I dun think I can feel anymore.
I am a person with an empty shell. Maybe nothing inside. Just empty.

At times, I feel love, at times I feel that my heart is gone.
Drained away my sorrow and tears as I dun wan to feel anything anymore.

Life hasnt been good, life have been hectic. Very fucking hectic, with very fucking tough assignments. Why aren't u there to spur me on. Why do I feel all alone. Or maybe, u feel all alone too.

Human beings are selfish I guess. When we fight for each other attention, we get none. Is this the life tat I want?

You tell me.

pissed.verypissed.veryverypissed.fuckingpissed.