Monday, July 12, 2010

Hang in there.

Problem half-solved.

Hopefully tml problem will be fully solved.

Yes I totally hope for that, so then my heart wont feel the burden anymore.

I guess the motivation for tis blog is that I have a venue to vent my frustrations, share my pain and express myself better when things happen. So most of the entries are emotional. LOL. not exactly reflect how my everyday life as when shit happens, this blog will def have a feel of it.

Haha.

I figured out that in order for me to be truly happy. I must find myself.
I always thought that I know myself, I am the real me and I am being the real me.

Little did I realised that, that is not exactly true. Not saying that I faked frenships and stuff la. It just sometimes I wear a mask. I hide myself.
I conceal myself. Maybe too much till its suffocating.

I have chose to let the inner me roam free. Yes. Not scared of the circumstances anymore. Not afraid what I say or do may end up ppl disliking me. (I mean not those extreme like,"YOU SUCK" and stuff lar.)

I just wanna be ME. Be who I am, Laugh out loud. Give dramatic expressions or words, yes I dun fucking care.

Wear wadeva nonsense I deem fit. Though you may find it mismatch but hey, I dun care =)
Cos I am happy, Thats me.

So from now on, I am rewriting my own history.

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