Hectic week.

Have been really HIGH these few days trying to complete my assignments!!!!!!!
Slept at 3am the other day and have to work full shift(12 hrs) at the very next day!! You tell me high or not la.

Seriously, I think sometimes tech may not be a good thing, we used to study stuff from books and materials from books. now with internet, we need to find stuff online.

Internet can be a hassle as there are so many junk out there!!! Stupid brainless teacher wants us to find a verbal conflict video online in a meeting setting or indoor and all I get online is ppl scolding FUCKYOU here and there!!!

How abt educational videos???? DAMN THEY WANT YOU TO PAY FOR IT. ITS LIKE WTF.
May as well I act out myself and post online!! zzz.

It took me days to find and have to edit some videos and post on youtube. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. who ever says tat SIM cert are not as tedious as other uni is such a moron. In singapore, nothing is like a breeze baby.

I AM OFFICIALLY STONING.

back to more stoning.

NEW YEARRRRRRRR

This 2010 new year is different and yet refreshing =)

Alot of ppl come my house bai nian, pei came too!! =)) hehe. Me in cheongsam walking around on the second day of new year, the pink cheongsam is from my secondary years!!! Im surprised i could still wear though.

Though angbaos werent alot as im getting older!! hahahah but overall it was awesome fun =) We visited close relatives places this year, more to my aunty and uncles not like last time, we visit far relatives. So therfore its smth new too =)

New year seem to stretch on for my family, dad start work on the 9th day of new year!! shioak right??!!!! Alot of customers call him during his "holiday" and he always answer,"ermm... I haven start work yet.." LOL. He always will paiseh sial.

I took off and enjoy this new year to the fullest man!! Though I was in the midst of handing up assignments as well. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Just grateful for those who are around me and its awesome to have you to spend the new year with =))

BUFFETTTTTT @ quality hotel

Not much pictures taken cos Im busy eating!! hahahahha upload 2 pictures which is on FB, basically us AFTER the BUFFET. hahahhaha

We went to Quality Hotel and this time wan ting is treating us! aahahhhaha. And yes, the SPECIAL GUEST that she invited is AZIMA!! MAHAHAHAHAH as to how i found out, its a secret btw me n zima. ha.

I love the mushroom soup there! its awesome. So the mini items avaliable tat day is chicken rice n mushroom soup. hmmm. I think I had 4 bowls of mushroom soup????!! HAHHAHHAHAH. And I ate alot alot alot alot alot alot.

After eating for 30-45 mins, shin yi says she is FULL ALREADY. You cant be kidding ba I asked her. zzzz. And really, she stop functioning after a while! Azima also lor!!!

But its azima first time eating VEGETARIAN FOOD. A BUFFET SOMEMORE! But i glad she enjoyed it. so yupp. Then everyone stop munching im still... well.... helping them to eat. ahhahaha.

THE BEST PART IS THEIR CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM W CHIPS. Every mouthful u will eat chips. its damn yum. me and joyce had 2 rounds of it and still its the best. We went to check the brand and is magnolia. Dunno how true, maybe i shld buy one tub and try eating it! hahhahahaah

So yummmyyy!!!!!

So with bloated tummy, we took pictures n then we went to orchard to shop!!
And amazingly we walked to somerset then to PS. Seriously didnt knw tat we will be able to walk there cos we all are half-dead.

Dunno why, that day most of us are in sleepy mood and with food, its double the effect!!!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

LOL. We shop in PS awhile, nuan at Mos burger and shin yi started her laughing spasm again. lol. and me and zima was like....zzz. but her influence of laughter was too strong ans we end up laughing w her!!!! It was quite cool as zima say u laugh half an hour its like 3 hrs of EXERCISE!!!!!!!!

SO I SHLD LAUGH MORE. LAUGH FOR NO REASON. LAUGH AT ALL TIMES. LOL.

It was crazy. After the laughing spasm. we stopped, shut up. then repeat the spasm again. HA.
After that, me n zima went home together, it was cool lets gather again soon =)

Im losing it.

I m losing my temper,
I m losing my cool.
I m losing myself,
Im losing you.

I have been fucking stress with my fucking life.
Fucking pissed with my homework, feeling drained with my work, losing my self and losing my mind.

I dun even dare to see my schedule for my new year week as I will be having hella time doing my homework.

When I thought the only thing tat could cheer me up, may not be able to cheer me up anymore.
Mentally drained. Emotionally brusied.

I dunno how to feel anymore. In fact, I dun think I can feel anymore.
I am a person with an empty shell. Maybe nothing inside. Just empty.

At times, I feel love, at times I feel that my heart is gone.
Drained away my sorrow and tears as I dun wan to feel anything anymore.

Life hasnt been good, life have been hectic. Very fucking hectic, with very fucking tough assignments. Why aren't u there to spur me on. Why do I feel all alone. Or maybe, u feel all alone too.

Human beings are selfish I guess. When we fight for each other attention, we get none. Is this the life tat I want?

You tell me.

pissed.verypissed.veryverypissed.fuckingpissed.