I guess...

When reality of life strikes,
nothing may seem important again,
and no problem might be big enuff compared.

Almost fainted today, felt my face going icy and my head swayed to the right.
Great, I felt worse. My parents are fetching me to work and they say i realli dun look good.
Hence I cant go to work.

Called my manager. Who said and tried to convince me tat she understands yet scolding me and heaving big sighs... I know that I maybe irresponsible, but HELLOOOO how could I predict that I may faint like 25 mins later?! If I KNEW, I WOULD HAVE CALLED EARLIER. YES I WOULD. BUT PROB IS, I DUN. Thanks for your great understanding man. not.

Haix.

So much to say, but I guess... I rather tell stardust or lady jo whu is always right beside me.

How much is your heart worth?

Heart, the most vital organ in our body..
Heart, which allows us to have feelings..
Heart, how much can it withstand.
Heart, how strong is it actually?
Heart, will we die when we really felt that our heart died?

Seriously, how strong is my heart and how much does it worth.

Thoughts...

Emotions run free~
Troubles go away~
May I always feel blissed~

If life were that simple, perhaps human beings wont have troubles nor stress..
If life were that simple, perhaps there wont be war nor fights..
If life were that simple, perhaps there wont be competition or comparison..
If life were that simple...will I still have the drive to move on?

I guess when the cruelty of life strikes us, we have to face it no matter wad.. Perhaps find a stronger power to overcome it.
Am I strong enough?

Life is complicated. If not it will be boring.
But still, looking for the thrill of life.
Wake me up, deep within me. Wake up.

LALALA~~

Last Sunday I went to my aunt place cos her small daughter which is my youngest niece was scalded by hot water! Haix.. The maid was too careless and didnt know tat it was hot water b4 she gave to my niece and it accidentaly poured over!!

MY poor niece got scar le =( My aunt was like,"see la, next time she cant wear bikini liao!"
But my niece is very brave, hugg hugg.

Then I play fishing game with her sister



This is the fish tat I caught!


LOL. It was pretty fun I must say. Btw, I have childhood, no worries! LOL.

Recently me bought a unicorn from BABW!!! I make her birth certificate and named her "stardust" =)


She is a shooting star unicorn that I have been longing to have too! I love Lady Jo(another champ bear) too.

Looking forward to my paydayyyyy which is still ages from me. zzz.

I do believe in fate.

What is in schedule today?
driving =)

Driving starts at 0320pm and Im awake at 6am plus!! Totally not helpful at all... zzz.
But I managed to have a short nap.

When its time for driving I cant find my vehicle!!!! under the hot sun I walk to and fro, so dumb. Then eventually I spotted it. zzz.

Got into the car and saw a familiar face. Hmmmmm. Maybe its realli him.
Then I checked his ID and saw his name, double confirm w my booklet, cos this is my first instructor whom I wanna book as fixed instructor but cant! Cos he change to teaching auto cars. Today He OT then teach me. So fated lor!

I mean he is realli gd as he corrects my mistakes effectivetly =)
How I wish he everytime OT!

It makes me wonder...

Sometimes am I doing the right thing? To let my emotions be heard.

Am I too selfish at times until it hurts.

But I believe in equality, or perhaps a little self-dignity.

As I hope my feelings be heard.

Out on the road out on the road!

Yessss.. Im totally excited abt getting my ass out on the road while learning driving! LOL.

Today is the day.

Goshhhh when the instructor first say it, im like... realli??.... Can ma..??? I feeling jittery and all. But It was cool =) Keep changing the gear like very fun. LOL.
Then I need to keep check of my rearview mirror as well, so as I was checking, saw a white van and a familar looking man in it-MY DAD!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGG I super shocked la! Waved at him and told my instructor abt my dad behind! LOL.
Dunno why I so happi also lar. Hahahahahahhaah But it was cool =)

Realli enjoy driving now and hope everything goes smoothly for me =)

Beach outing!!

Today Is a Public holiday! Though its a monday and supposedly I'm asked back to work, I requested for a off to enjoy a day with my parents and grandma =)

This is pasir ris beach taken ydae =)


We went to sembangwang beach today and had fun chilling =)

We share the shelter with some malay family with alot of kids. Then I was giving out m and m choco tat pei bought for me, and i gave some to the kids as well =) In turn, when they are eating keropok, they share w us too =) Its realli pleasant and I do enjoy some calm breeze there. Becos there, u can stone and not move a inch and relax when having a beach view =)

My parents playing frisbee! In fact, its my dad who brought the frisbee over!(Its purpleeee weee...)

While nuaning~~ There is a small malay cute boy that stood beside us and kept smiling at me... goshhh he is so cute...though I was wondering why he is wearing crocs girl design shoes.. hmmm..

Then after a while his mum help him change clothes into a blue spag top!!!!! Then I realised he is actually a gal!! OMGGGG fainted. My dad also didnt knw its a gal sial... Oh well.....

After that, we went to DAISO at semb shopping centre and had fun walking ard b4 sending ah ma and maid back home =) sweet.

Happy National Day =)

Amazingly I am able to wake up at 6am!

Cos parents want to go to the bugis temple as its Godness of Mercy Bdae as well =)
So we headed out ard 7am and there is crowd alr! But everything go smoothly and we prayed. After that, we headed to punggol beach to check it out.. Realised nth much is there and went back home.

Mum was realli excited abt the Korean F4 special show so we went back ard 11am. Then we watched the show and sleptttt. Woke up at 3pm as my aunt came to visit. LOL. So randommmm. After that, dad alr prepared fried rice and we packed that and head down to Pasir ris beach.

The view is realli nice and relaxing and I tried to fly kite. LOL. But the wind is nt say very good and didnt realli manage to fly it. 3 other ppl were trying to fly as well but none went up. LOL.
So ya, nt cos of skill probbb. But anyway it was fun today =)

Happy National day =)

3rd chalet together (31 July-2 Aug)

CHALETTTTTTT~~~~~~~~

Long awaited one~ Took off on friday and met pei at her house area, went for chicken riceee, da pao for teng and wait for teng's arrival to go chalet together!!

After we reached, we prep for BBQ food, had fun, ate alot, chat alot =)
Us nuaninggggg~~



Me and peiiii

We had a ferris wheel ride =)

Our BBQ fireee~

Shadows~

Marley and ME!!!!!

Our breakfast before checking out~

My parents fetch me after chalet! But I wanted to go to the pasir ris farm and see my rabbits!

The rabbit on the right seem to be kissing the left one >.<

First time feeding the goose!! Its ticklish!

After that, we went to bottle tree park and back home for some well-deserved rest!! Goshhhhh Chalet is fun =)

Would you...

If given a chance, would you be the only one that one love or the normal friend that one cares so much about?

This question make me ponder... and I realised perhaps I am already lucky enough.

Hold onto me tight as there might be a storm brewing outside.