Happening day!

Yes, though tml I am gonna fly to Japan le BUT still I went out the WHOLE DAY. AHAHHAHAHA and play wii

YESH, I ENJOY LIFE ONE.
Met pei pei and play wii at her place, together with wei wei!! Haha had fun screaming and getting excited over the game, LOL. the game is addictive. very addictive.

Then we headed to Bishan for Planet 51 movie, I tot the plot is predictable buy I guess overall its quite enjoyableeeeeeeeeeeee.

We had like chicken rice, then popcorn then old chang kee. I think she mixing with me, her stomach appetite will get BIGGER. LOL.

Niwae, we were walking ard, then there is a indian gal whu came up to me and said,"How are u today?"

So my first reaction is,"Its okay", (gave her the "talk to my hand" action) then we walked away. LOL.

Then mumblings of her complaining to her fren was heard,"She just walk away!!" zzzz
Must be some dumb truth or dare game, like seriously, me aint interested. LOL.

OMGGGGG OMGGGG I guess I shld start feeling excited since its 12am, which means flying off today. BUT IM NOT ENTIRELY, GREAT WAD IS WRONG W ME.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

P.S Miss you 2.

One more dayyyy..

Packing luggage kills. ZzZzzZZZz

Stupid sweaters are all so bloody thick and frankly I wonder how to bring gifts back at this rate. Sian.

Heard that weather may be 2 degrees, wow, how am I gonna survive. Become eskimo!!!!!!!
Dunno why, not very very excited abt the trip... Hmmmm maybe cos travelling free and easy, I prefer like coach to fetch us here and there so we wont get lost. LOL.

Yes, I am afraid of getting lost. With one time experience that happen in Korea before. hahahhahaha.

My room has been messy for the past few weeks, with half-packed bag, clothes, sweathers, caps, scarf... bla bla bla... And I need to wear boots and bring shoes, slippers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

zzz. Now I am almost done packing and room looks so much neater. hahahahahha.
And tml I am still gg movie to watch planet 51!!!! Like totally dun care abt anything le. LOL.
Not entirely getting me in the mood, Maybe when the winter snows, wind chills my bone then I will feel that IM IN JAPAN. ahahahaahah. Perhaps so.

Righty, Gonna slpppp now and enjoy TML and TML and TMLLLLLL.

NIGHTS.

Monotone~

OMGGGGG. Time really pass so fast.. IM 21 ALREADY???!!! This is like the post-21 celebration effect kinda thing and YES IM BIT SLOWWWWWWW IN REACTING.

Perhaps likfe has been monotone recently, or maybe I chose for it to be monotone. Life gets to you when your lifestyle is bit stagnant, work, gg out, stay at home, go FB, shopping, then thinkin of no money. LOL.

Even just the day b4 my 21st celebration, I didnt feel the excitement or hype.... LOL. But it was great fun to be with my frens and family =) My uncle busy snapping shots and my frens all huddled around and having a great time =) P.S My uncle pictures are UPPPPP!!! Trying to upload all to FB, but if anyone wants, just let me know =))

Have been busy preparing stuff for Japan, yes, flying off in less than 4 days.. Gosh, and Im up at 5am the morn blogging?! HAHHAHHAHHA I MUST BE CRAZYYYY.

I may have to take stock from suntec BABW to my store next morn, wahhhhh just dun feel like it man.... ZzZZZZZzzzZzzzzZ.

I guess I shld feel excited about gg overseas.... goshhh, where did all my hype have gone????
Must be sucked dry by a vampire. LOL.

OMGGGG crapping early in the morn is so not happening, I guess I shld go to slppppppp alr =))

I miss you gals, everyone, and I miss my ah cute arh.
Nights~

My 21st =)

My frens, my family, my loved ones, my awesome companions =)
This party is incomplete without you all.

My best frens reached my place at 10am and when they saw my helium balloons, they got HIGH lor. Hahahahahhahahahaha. We have alot of barang to bring to the chalet its like moving house!!

Im glad that you gals are there for me =)

We carried the stuff down and I decided to bring hershey with me!!
We reached the chalet ard 1145am and began to unload stuff, rent stools etc =)

Then we plan and started to decor! There wasnt a min to waste and we too were having fun!
Esp when they began to strut their stuff in their masks! ahahhahaha

Then we were busy busy, blow balloons, put up balloons and the pegs and string for the polariod pics(thanks to pei for the idea :p )

Time flies and catering and BBQ food reach early!!!! Collect n settle stuff then they shoo me to go have a shower. When Im done, pei and rest reached. Pei pei asked me to head out say someone is looking for me... Hmmmm then a delivery guy with flowers walked past me. HAHHAHAHHAAH he was like finding the unit and "JOANNA". Then I said,"Im here."

LOL. He stunned and paiseh lar. But Im so happy for the surprise =) Love the flowers!
Then I head back in, when one grp and one grp of balloons were given to me by ming ming, wei wei, teng, gary =)

Pink, purple, silver, princess, happy birthday balloons =)

Its really awesomeee, so surprise and touched =))

Then shin yi help me to make up and then we started the catering. It was kinda delayed cos we haven light up the fire as we didnt expect ppl to come so fast. HHahhaaaaahahahah. Still it was awesome =)

Slowly, gradually, more and more ppl came in and my 2nd uncle was taking pictures of me! So honoured laaaaa. Professional lei... No meed pay money also. ahahahhahahah. It was realli cool =)

Party started, and azima help me great load in taking polariod pictures of me and guests, thanks to wan ting and shin yi who help me to fetch my frens to come in when i cant leave the place. Thank you to joyce whu came earlier than expected =)

Thank you to pei pei whu help me to bring in the freaking heavy cake, ITS A BIG THING, and I love you for it, Thanks!

Thank you to teng, daph, yan, ming, ray, wei, kang for attending. Realli glad kang could make it =) thanks son.

So when abt to cut cake, everyone was with their mask, Im so glad everyone is cooperative =)
The bdae song is realli the loudest I ever had in my 21 yrs of life! IM SO FREAKING HAPPPPYYYYY!

Everyone had a bigggg slice of cake.. hehe. I hope everyone does enjoy themselves.
After the party, pei pei had a BBQ which I wen to to join, the food is good too, so is the company =)

We all chill till abt 2am then they left.

The rest of us, shin yi, ting,zima and me talked thruout the nigghttt. hehehe

With all zombie look we went to the farm. Joyce realli had funnnn feeding rabbits, Hahahhahahahaha

Then we went back, slpppp the attend wanqun wedding. Time pass so fast as if the party didnt happen yet!!!!!!

Most tired will be my parents who did so much so much for me, I love you mum dad.

And I hope my 21st bdae do stay in your memory =)) And hope you all enjoy urself. LOVE YOU ALL.

Random pictures belowww =))






Truckload of happiness

BIRTHDAY GAL.

LOVES.

Contentment

with you.

with all my frens.

with everyone who cared.

im happy.

Thanks for everything =))

sick of this.

I am a pet.

Fuck it.

Hate my life.

I dunno why did I promise t0 stay at home on a SAT.

This mum menopause thing is driving me crazy. Dad sudden outburst is killing me.

WTF is wrong.

AND SERIOUSLY.

I HATE STAYINGT AT HOME NOW. FUCK IT.

I felt it =)

I guess someone realli loves you when they do things that is out of the norm.

When they are constantly caring about your events of your life.

When they will worry if you wash ur hair in the morn and will you get headache.

Hmmmmm perhaps expressing it is hard. Reading the signs is even harder.

Hence, it shall take great understanding and acceptance to realli avoid misunderstandings.

Perhaps I suck at expressing myself too, literally.

I will try to make things less harder, thats the reason why I can look at you and smile.

Recently...

I have been good and things have change for the better..

I am realli glad that all this is happening to me.

When you love and lost, you will tend to treasure more. Everything.

I did not regret, in fact I am affirmed of my decision to start of with.

My life has been quite mundane now, hmmm learn driving, work work work, then learn driving work work my ass off again. Money always seems not enuff thou I am not spending much.

Guess cos now I have to pay for own allowance ba... and Im earning peanuts cos working part-time. But I happy. Cos I get to spend more time w parents as well as catchin up with frens.

Gosh its a boring entry I realised. Wad to do. Life is boring when ya in spore. Hahahahha

"if ya not the best, then ya just one of the rest" sung by the spore compaints choir(yeah they even need to get a permit b4 they can sing!!! zzz)

Finally..

I seriously think that there shld be a balance in life. Be it, in a relationship, school life or simply your life.

In a relationship, there shld be some alone time as well as interacting with frens time. Too much of either will spoil the harmony.

While having a school life, you need to have play time if not ya a dull jane.

Also while gg out with frens, you need to have some family time if not your parents will nagg you for the rest of your life. LOL.

Things has got better i guess, when there is give and take. (Though my parents still nagg at me tat seems like forever?!)

I simply wish tat life could stay as simple and hope simple life could being simple pleasures =)

Dim summm and chinatown heritage centre~

Had a dim sum buffet with shin yi and catch up with each other~ We eat till we almost puke. LOL. After that, we walked pass chinatown heritage centre and a lady approached us.

She say tat now they having promotion that id we follow her guide then we can go inton the chinatown heritage centre for 5 bucks! Its freak cheap and shin yi has nvr been there be4, so we opt it~!

The museum is realli cool and most of the items we can touch and take pics with(pics on FB).
After the museum trip, we follow the lady as a guide and walk thru chinatown. And seriously im kinda embrassed that a china woman know our history more than i do~! zzz.

But its cool and we learn alot of stuff. So Its a very very enriching and fruitful day! Im starting to think of the nxt buffet le! =)

You knw nothing at all.

I realli hate it when ppl dun understand the whole story and jump to conclusions.
Even biasness has its own extend.

Nono, I realli cant be bothered about what you think of me.
Cos I dun live for you nor do I die for you.
My sky dun turn grey because of wad u said, I hate you for being blind.

I dun fucking care about your impression of me, no i dun fucking care.
All these whiles we have been fighting alone.
When did we get real support?

So dun act like you care or know the whole world.
The world is not covered with standard philosophy that you could copy and paste and describe a person. No it doesnt act this way.

To me, dun rub salt into ppl's wound. It just doesnt help.

And if you dun mind, I dun fucking wanna hear what you have got to say. sorry, but no thanks.

nono, not your turn to say say. LOL.

It doesnt matter what you think of me, no not at all.
It doesnt matter what you think I shld do, no not at all.
It really doesnt matter if you think its unglam of me or not, no not at all.

And It certainly doesnt matter whats your perception of me, as i simply dun care. LOL.
I can laugh it off if i happen to fall.
I can laugh it off when I did smth silly infront of ppl.
And yes, what you think is impt may nt apply to me.

Living the life that I chose and enjoying it.
And yes, keep your comments to urself. LOL.

Love does not neccessary comes with trust.

Having a strong stand about what I believe in.
And yes love does nt neccessary comes with trust.

Perhaps you differ, but sometimes the mind and the heart does not coordinate.
So what if I love you? It does nt equates I trust you.
The world has changed and no one is simple enough to be labelled as innocent. No one.

Perhaps I have built a long high wall around my heart, and that I no longer trust ppl anymore.
Or maybe all along it was selfish after all.

Too weak to fall, too weak to react.

Mundane love does not exist anymore.

...

how long more.
how far more.

it all depends.

Out of it.

I felt the strength 3 yrs back.
Theres aint no turning back.

You have your story, I have mine.
You know what you did again and again.
Trampled on me again and again.

Draw your line as I draw mine.
No need for sorry anymore.

I dun deserve no shit from you anymore.
Fuck off. Get a life. Get a grip.
Believe in urself b4 you can promise happiness for someone.

Somehow I feel, I have lost my smiles ever since dunno when.

And Im confident that I am able to find my smiles again =)

I guess...

When reality of life strikes,
nothing may seem important again,
and no problem might be big enuff compared.

Almost fainted today, felt my face going icy and my head swayed to the right.
Great, I felt worse. My parents are fetching me to work and they say i realli dun look good.
Hence I cant go to work.

Called my manager. Who said and tried to convince me tat she understands yet scolding me and heaving big sighs... I know that I maybe irresponsible, but HELLOOOO how could I predict that I may faint like 25 mins later?! If I KNEW, I WOULD HAVE CALLED EARLIER. YES I WOULD. BUT PROB IS, I DUN. Thanks for your great understanding man. not.

Haix.

So much to say, but I guess... I rather tell stardust or lady jo whu is always right beside me.

How much is your heart worth?

Heart, the most vital organ in our body..
Heart, which allows us to have feelings..
Heart, how much can it withstand.
Heart, how strong is it actually?
Heart, will we die when we really felt that our heart died?

Seriously, how strong is my heart and how much does it worth.

Thoughts...

Emotions run free~
Troubles go away~
May I always feel blissed~

If life were that simple, perhaps human beings wont have troubles nor stress..
If life were that simple, perhaps there wont be war nor fights..
If life were that simple, perhaps there wont be competition or comparison..
If life were that simple...will I still have the drive to move on?

I guess when the cruelty of life strikes us, we have to face it no matter wad.. Perhaps find a stronger power to overcome it.
Am I strong enough?

Life is complicated. If not it will be boring.
But still, looking for the thrill of life.
Wake me up, deep within me. Wake up.

LALALA~~

Last Sunday I went to my aunt place cos her small daughter which is my youngest niece was scalded by hot water! Haix.. The maid was too careless and didnt know tat it was hot water b4 she gave to my niece and it accidentaly poured over!!

MY poor niece got scar le =( My aunt was like,"see la, next time she cant wear bikini liao!"
But my niece is very brave, hugg hugg.

Then I play fishing game with her sister



This is the fish tat I caught!


LOL. It was pretty fun I must say. Btw, I have childhood, no worries! LOL.

Recently me bought a unicorn from BABW!!! I make her birth certificate and named her "stardust" =)


She is a shooting star unicorn that I have been longing to have too! I love Lady Jo(another champ bear) too.

Looking forward to my paydayyyyy which is still ages from me. zzz.

I do believe in fate.

What is in schedule today?
driving =)

Driving starts at 0320pm and Im awake at 6am plus!! Totally not helpful at all... zzz.
But I managed to have a short nap.

When its time for driving I cant find my vehicle!!!! under the hot sun I walk to and fro, so dumb. Then eventually I spotted it. zzz.

Got into the car and saw a familiar face. Hmmmmm. Maybe its realli him.
Then I checked his ID and saw his name, double confirm w my booklet, cos this is my first instructor whom I wanna book as fixed instructor but cant! Cos he change to teaching auto cars. Today He OT then teach me. So fated lor!

I mean he is realli gd as he corrects my mistakes effectivetly =)
How I wish he everytime OT!

It makes me wonder...

Sometimes am I doing the right thing? To let my emotions be heard.

Am I too selfish at times until it hurts.

But I believe in equality, or perhaps a little self-dignity.

As I hope my feelings be heard.

Out on the road out on the road!

Yessss.. Im totally excited abt getting my ass out on the road while learning driving! LOL.

Today is the day.

Goshhhh when the instructor first say it, im like... realli??.... Can ma..??? I feeling jittery and all. But It was cool =) Keep changing the gear like very fun. LOL.
Then I need to keep check of my rearview mirror as well, so as I was checking, saw a white van and a familar looking man in it-MY DAD!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGGGG I super shocked la! Waved at him and told my instructor abt my dad behind! LOL.
Dunno why I so happi also lar. Hahahahahahhaah But it was cool =)

Realli enjoy driving now and hope everything goes smoothly for me =)

Beach outing!!

Today Is a Public holiday! Though its a monday and supposedly I'm asked back to work, I requested for a off to enjoy a day with my parents and grandma =)

This is pasir ris beach taken ydae =)


We went to sembangwang beach today and had fun chilling =)

We share the shelter with some malay family with alot of kids. Then I was giving out m and m choco tat pei bought for me, and i gave some to the kids as well =) In turn, when they are eating keropok, they share w us too =) Its realli pleasant and I do enjoy some calm breeze there. Becos there, u can stone and not move a inch and relax when having a beach view =)

My parents playing frisbee! In fact, its my dad who brought the frisbee over!(Its purpleeee weee...)

While nuaning~~ There is a small malay cute boy that stood beside us and kept smiling at me... goshhh he is so cute...though I was wondering why he is wearing crocs girl design shoes.. hmmm..

Then after a while his mum help him change clothes into a blue spag top!!!!! Then I realised he is actually a gal!! OMGGGG fainted. My dad also didnt knw its a gal sial... Oh well.....

After that, we went to DAISO at semb shopping centre and had fun walking ard b4 sending ah ma and maid back home =) sweet.

Happy National Day =)

Amazingly I am able to wake up at 6am!

Cos parents want to go to the bugis temple as its Godness of Mercy Bdae as well =)
So we headed out ard 7am and there is crowd alr! But everything go smoothly and we prayed. After that, we headed to punggol beach to check it out.. Realised nth much is there and went back home.

Mum was realli excited abt the Korean F4 special show so we went back ard 11am. Then we watched the show and sleptttt. Woke up at 3pm as my aunt came to visit. LOL. So randommmm. After that, dad alr prepared fried rice and we packed that and head down to Pasir ris beach.

The view is realli nice and relaxing and I tried to fly kite. LOL. But the wind is nt say very good and didnt realli manage to fly it. 3 other ppl were trying to fly as well but none went up. LOL.
So ya, nt cos of skill probbb. But anyway it was fun today =)

Happy National day =)

3rd chalet together (31 July-2 Aug)

CHALETTTTTTT~~~~~~~~

Long awaited one~ Took off on friday and met pei at her house area, went for chicken riceee, da pao for teng and wait for teng's arrival to go chalet together!!

After we reached, we prep for BBQ food, had fun, ate alot, chat alot =)
Us nuaninggggg~~



Me and peiiii

We had a ferris wheel ride =)

Our BBQ fireee~

Shadows~

Marley and ME!!!!!

Our breakfast before checking out~

My parents fetch me after chalet! But I wanted to go to the pasir ris farm and see my rabbits!

The rabbit on the right seem to be kissing the left one >.<

First time feeding the goose!! Its ticklish!

After that, we went to bottle tree park and back home for some well-deserved rest!! Goshhhhh Chalet is fun =)

Would you...

If given a chance, would you be the only one that one love or the normal friend that one cares so much about?

This question make me ponder... and I realised perhaps I am already lucky enough.

Hold onto me tight as there might be a storm brewing outside.

I hate...

Hate it when some ppl try to be smart alec.

Hate it when ppl say things in which I can take them and slap their own faces.

Hate it when you think that you are then only RIGHT one.

Hate it when as a guy you dun help and blame me.

Wow.. How can I hate someone when I just get to him today, like first day?!

Im amazed. But in fact, there are ppl like tat. And for that, I hate you.

I feel good~ nananananana~~

Its a pleasant day.. a pleasant day... a pleasant day =)

Though I overslept today and woke up 30 mins late... zzzz. Its all the cool and rainy weather that makes me wanna snuggle in my warm warm bed... THEN OVERSLEPT LE LOR.

I head over to meet my manager of Build A Bear Workshop and she brief me abt it, she was so surprise tat I still rem to stuff the bear, knw all the sequence when I had not be working for half year! LOL. Then the briefing ended like in 15 mins? Supposed to be an hour she quote. But ya its cool =) I cant wait to start work oledi.

I went to meet pei for lunch earlier =) Hahahaha in between lotsa laughs and all, i enjoy myself =)

After that, I walked to clarke quay and shoppppp then gt the urge to go bugis and see the mini food decorations at BHG. Omgggg the ones pei gave me is nicer! LOL. Realli love it btw =)

Was shopping at Bugis, walk walk tryin to control myself and nt buy anything. Then I went into this skin care shop and i bought stuff! Goshhh so guilty now... But I guess its for the better right? Tryin to comfort myselfffff LOL.

I cant wait for sat and the chalet =)

A mini food fetish =)

I love mini food displays, collections. I just feel that it look so yummy and cute!



Taiwan version of their meal


The candy Empireee


I put it in a transparent boxxx

Hot cakes!

All thanks to PEI, she bought these for me from TW. Accompanied w more stuff that I didnt take pic of. LOL.

I placed this on the right side of my table and its a secret fetish! LOL. (Perhaps no longer a secret after this post.) LOL.

Babysitter for today~

I am supposed to reach ah ma house ard 930am, but i overslept!!!!!!!!!!!! Woke up at 0930pm instead. zzz. Dad came home at tat time as he cant call thru my phone and he knew tat i overslept! LOL. I do have a thoughful dad =)

So then he fetch me over to ah ma house, then took care of them, bathe them, feed them, be their toy as one snatch my phone, the other snatch my specs. Then the 1 yr old baby cousin bite my finger when i feed her. LOL. Though I enjoy watching pink panther with the 3 yr old one. (my grandpa slept when cartoon network is on, lol.)

One conversation that I am bound to rem:

Me: Ryona, where do u stayed?

Ryona(3 yrs old): Woodlands. I knw ah ma house is in Yishun! =)

Me: Ohhhh... Then you guess where do jie jie stay?

Ryona(3 yrs old): ....Malaysia!!(spreading a wide smile across her face)

I almost fainted.

No offence to anyone form any nationality, its just I had it when ppl say I am from China or Malaysia, now my cousin?!!!!!!! zZzZzzzZZZzzzZ.

No, I dun stay there.

I am a Singaporean and My country National Day coming... zzz. Dun fren u liao Ryona. blehx.

My aunt came back w grandma(she went to see doc), and it seems like she bought 1/2 of NTUC back also. LOL. So much groceries that the baby pram become a sub trolley??? LOL.

She was realli grateful that I was there to take care of kids today that she gave me a warm hugg. Its realli rare cos... when we grow up le she dun realli hugg hugg ppl and all. But yeah I am touched =)

great day =)

suki suki suki sushi sushi sushi!

Guess wad day is today?
Its SUSHI DAY! chomp chomp chomp.



Hahahahahah so we met up at cine suki sushi and had hella feast!
This is the baconnnnn~

the table of foodddd~

lol. happy faceeee

hot pot added!

yum~

flowery arranged sushiii

fresh fresh sashimi, anyone?

oohhhh 小叮当 everytime eat de!!! Get this for him and he will do anything for u!

幸福！

she looks 幸福 too.

Mochiiiii~

Takoooo yaki~

this is not bad =)

We were talking nonsence, laughing, eating and eating and eating. Yes its a sinful day but hey we get to catch up alot. This is totally my lunch and dinner cos my breakfast I only ate a single slice of kaya bread! Power arhhh. We had strawberry ice cream and plate of fruits for dessert too!

I am so not going for a buffet anytime nearer. LOL.